*I want to change the world. Instead I sleep.*

I pray for the days when I am inspired. Last week, after our meeting to smooth out all of the details of our commitment to lose weight, I felt good. Really good. I felt like I could take on the world. This happens often. I'd say 2-3 times per month I feel inspired to change my life. I want to get into photography. I want to learn ballet. I want to learn how to play the violin and guitar and piano. I want to learn Spanish and Russian and Italian. I want to volunteer with so many different groups. I want to travel to many different places and meet new people. I feel like I should conquer some mini battles, such as losing weight, before I can move on to any of these very large ones stated above. I have been struggling with losing weight for quite some time now and if I can't get to a place I am happy about with, then I should just give up in the rest!

I wish I knew where I could meet people that would inspire me to change. I wish I didn't give up so easily.